Guest blog by Brent Royce, Ontario turkey and sheep farmer
Recently, a local woman ran 108 km in two days to raise money for Ronald McDonald house of London. Great job! I found myself wondering why someone would put themselves through that much pain and agony. Suddenly the question turned around to me and I asked why have I pushed myself past that point of pain.
We raise turkeys and sheep along with about 500 acres of crops. About a year ago, I started having chest and arm pains, which resulted from three bad discs in my neck and several pinched nerves. So why have I made my family suffer by watching me work myself into more and more pain? Why wasn’t I smart enough to stop and walk away from it? The bottom line was that I have livestock that need cared for and fields that need planted and maintained. I have committed myself to contributing to the food chain at the primary level as a farmer. Farming is my dream, my passion, and my drive. Pain and discomfort came second.
Ronald McDonald house gave this runner a home and a place of comfort when she most needed it. I get that. The fields, the barns, the animals reward me all the time and provide a place to put life in perspective. I see life created and given. I see death and sickness which I can treat, but most of all at the end of the day I know I have done my best to provide families with good quality affordable food.
To make my family suffer watching me work through my pain is something I didn’t realize I was doing at the time and isn’t fair, but they know the animals must be cared for.
As of now I wait to see a surgeon; trying to fill my days while someone else does my work for me. The truth is slowly sinking in to us all that, in my early 40’s, I could be limited to what I will be able to do for the rest of my life.
We have been lucky enough to sell the sheep and all their feeding equipment to someone that is passionate about the livestock and has the same commitment to agriculture as we do. The sheep have yet to leave our farm and that will be a real reality check. We also have had to sell our combine due to the fact I won’t be able to operate it again without creating undue pain.
We have been fortunate enough to do what we love for 20 plus years and hope to be able to carry on by next spring.
A family that I respect very much has put me up to the challenge of blogging about farming as I know it. So this is my first attempt at it and perhaps we will have more to come on the challenges that have happened and will happen on this farm.
The one thing I can guarantee is that long term injuries in a self-employed business bring with them a lot of emotional rides. Thankfully we have great neighbours and friends that are willing to help out to get things done. After all, that is what rural Ontario is about.